Oh you

There is a beautiful man. He thinks I'm pretty. I don't care that he's a bit older than me, I seem to like them that way. I had a art rebirth in the back of his truck when I was super high one day. Oh man did it make my heart sing. So I told him I would come and draw in the back of it. Today was that glorious day. However this did not get archived. Instead we went for a glorious walk, walk until our feet hurt and then played on the playground and in the rocks. I had a dream about him the other night. Tonight I told him. He had one too. Oh my god did my heart just fall out of my butt? I can't believe I'm this excited. I hope something goes from here

GTFO

Got the best possible place to do community service. I get to sit around sometimes and do nothing and still get the hours. I also enjoy that I am getting into my culture. I have always wanted this and now it is happening. I wish that mother fucker didn't charge me for breaking into his damn house. I mean I had a fucking key and I wasn't told I couldn't go to his house. Fuck this shit. 10 hours down 15 to go. 2 sessions down 4 more to go and 1 little poster and I'm good to GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE!

music vs reading

Downloaded all the Beck I could find...so good. I love music! Beck and radiohead...they're an alright pair haha. The first time I downloaded the fucking radiohead shit it was nothing! I was damn pissed. Almost done my awesome book and going to start another in I'm guessing a day or maybe two.

music in the making

I love to sit and listen to the music I have been missing. Finding something that gets your heart racing fast and just loving every moment feels so good. I love finding new shit that just makes you scream. Music is such a good pass time that I don't know why people don't do it.

the longest day

sometimes being in a house that you can't leave is a good thing. Spending a couple of days just chilling, nobody to talk to, reading, snoozing...it's all good. Relaxation needs to occur at some point. on the other hand having no damn food in that house just fucking sucks. Like man, they don't even have bread! a basic necessity and it's gone. Just the left overs from last night and since that's a nice slab of dead cow I won't go near it. Gives me the creepy crawlies just thinking about it. Well the old lady said she'd be gone over night so she better get back before the old man tries to feed me some more dead cow, only this time it's the dead cow that's been put through a blender...mmm.

Not my cup of tea

I have so much shit going on these days I need a fucking binder so that I can keep it all together. Never wanted to have a life like this, that's why I chose the hippie road. Fucking people though man always trying to make you conform. As soon as I'm fixed I'll get back on the road. Fucking shit's to hectic. Don't understand why people want to live this way, always on the rush. No thank you. How about a new meadow. Always on the hoots. Haha! I like it, I'll make a shirt saying it. yeah...good shit.